I need some distraction, is right. In the arms of the angel......bla, bla, bla. Leave me in my silent reverie. Do you want to love me underneith it all? You're really lovely....underneith it all. God, song lyrics. It's hard to speak for myself lately. I'm all over the place in my head and actions. Work, friends, play, Baby, chores....the stuff life seems to be made of. I want to violate this code and just go batshitcrazy....do things that I want to do and give more to the world. There is this feeling in me to do something, and I want to obey it, as it does not feel good. I must be overlooking something or somebody.