2018-07-17 - still a little afraid of dog park man
2018-07-10 - Move on, grow, learn, and be healthy.
2018-07-10 - Uber requirements. I'm looking up figuring out if "Paul" is lying.
2018-07-10 - more details about dog park (40th Str/Bell) man who sent his business card via TM to me
2018-07-09 - Fearful of man in dog park with a Stripey pit (Brendal?) fancy hair cut
2015-03-07 - what happened?
2015-03-07 - what happened?
2014-07-02 - -
2014-07-01 - I want to live the real life.
2012-11-08 - aaaaah so
2012-08-20 - wonky still
2012-01-05 - 2011 was a full year
2011-11-03 - long time no see......and now I'm married :)
2010-12-28 - duck tape
2010-11-24 - not bored, broke, or lonely today
2010-11-05 - art walk
2010-11-03 - mental health day
2010-11-02 - Plans for doing more in my life
2010-11-01 - damned 5th graders
2010-10-22 - Crowded room
2010-10-19 - maybe we won't be getting a puppy afterall
2010-10-17 - family in Indiana
2010-10-13 - China
2010-10-12 - Dad's 68th birthday
2010-10-11 - washer and dryer
2010-10-05 - a book of faces
2010-10-03 - talking it over with the taxman
2010-10-03 - hair tricks
2010-09-29 - snug as a bug
2010-09-28 - Thanks to my hover-round scooterchair
2010-09-24 - I miss you Big Baby
2010-09-20 - longing for unconditional love
2010-09-16 - tooth fairy
2010-09-05 - what's up doc?
2010-08-27 - bullet-proof glass
2010-08-24 - my sponsor's advice
2010-08-08 - a job throws off my do nothing and completely open schedule
2010-08-06 - Fast food gets me excited
2010-07-15 - no job, but maybe school
2010-04-26 - Wishing doesn't make things happen
2010-03-05 - ten months in a half way house
2010-02-27 - higher power
2010-01-31 - fuck craig and his lists
2009-11-23 - sobriety
2009-04-17 - Lack of direction is bringing me down.
2009-02-16 - Not exactly "low" maintainance
2009-01-08 - I hope things get better
2009-01-07 - I hope my swearjar accepts VISA
2009-01-07 - ideas for book
2008-12-29 - If you're bipolar and ya know it clap your hands *clap* *clap*
2008-12-12 - paranoid people sometimes have people watching them
2008-12-12 - better attitude
2008-12-09 - hope
2008-12-09 - if you want to change your life, do it
2008-12-09 - things are going to be okay
2008-12-02 - I'm not so disgusting today
2008-11-29 - leave me alone Frank
2008-11-29 - Worthy of love
2008-11-28 - Am I still lovable even if I am ill?
2008-11-27 - This turkey is still sober and confused
2008-11-26 - sobriety
2008-11-25 - fears in case of an accident
2008-11-25 - fearful of possible illegal activity
2008-11-07 - flight of the phoenix, but not this apt yet
2008-11-05 - Stalker who reads my journal to try to create more fear within me
2008-11-05 - Gettin' it on with Guy Fawkes and V for Vendetta
2008-10-30 - I'd like to be ontime, but alas I am not......
2008-10-22 - PTSD website
2008-10-22 - I need to call the power company and bribe them with a small fortune to not turn my electricity and gas off.
2008-09-24 - growing up and being honest while retaining innocense
2008-09-12 - Henry Miller
2008-09-12 - getting out of the hospital once again
2008-09-09 - diggin' holes in water
2008-09-04 - whatgeorgebushneedsisakickntheface
2008-08-31 - Creature of the night
2008-08-31 - hole in my heart and nothing in my head
2008-07-27 - Lonely, heartbroken, and stricken with selfishness
2008-07-27 - a day late and a bathroom short
2008-07-17 - I would like to have a joyful soul
2008-07-09 - ummmm, could you wake up it's my birthday
2008-06-03 - if only there was a resort in the er
2007-02-10 - TATOO me before death.
2007-02-10 - kidgakked
2007-02-08 - And the award goes to.....
2007-02-08 - And the award goes to.....
2007-02-06 - I'm the one out of focus
2007-02-04 - naked-glo-dance contest
2007-02-02 - He's a myspace whore
2007-01-29 - Dude, let's go
2007-01-29 - Dude, let's go
2007-01-29 - Ode to the moth
2007-01-29 - my roommate is alive
2006-10-18 - 5 foods to avoid
2006-10-18 - It was too good to last
2006-09-18 - lots of purging food around
2006-09-17 - Weever has been haunting me everyday
2006-09-16 - part of me, part of me my friend
2006-09-16 - Bloodbath, pained and strained
2006-09-16 - bloodbath, stained, and pained
2006-09-15 - can't even tell what's going on, can't even recognize this song
2006-09-11 - Paved with good intentions
2006-09-10 - Pass it on
2006-09-10 - living in America....or not
2006-09-09 - Burnout
2006-09-09 - Forget about it
2006-09-09 - Death rides a pale horse?
2006-09-08 - My friend and colleague's husband's birthday
2006-09-07 - My roommate is covered in BEEEEEEEEEEES.
2006-09-07 - As a little girl, this wasn't my dream
2006-09-07 - I'm be needing braces
2006-09-05 - requiem of a social life
2006-09-04 - Veet
2006-09-02 - Schleeeeeeep. I need sleep.
2006-09-02 - Really, never.
2006-09-02 - Another one of those snappy priceless commercials
2006-09-02 - Little Miss Sunshine
2006-08-31 - Shout out the good news!
2006-08-31 - Triathalon entry
2006-08-30 - oh yeah, that's where the $ goes
2006-08-29 - Bye Bye moo-la.
2006-08-29 - THANK YOU KAT!
2006-08-29 - Oh my love for the first time in my life, my eyes are wide open
2006-08-24 - Holy crap it's gooooooood
2006-08-24 - Mr/Ms Right, are you out there?
2006-08-24 - so, um, whatever.
2006-08-24 - and it has been
2006-08-22 - not the shortest entry, or the most exciting
2006-08-18 - 9 for a lost god
2006-08-18 - Dream of Californication
2006-08-18 - Product Review: Sally Hansen's hair removal creme
2006-08-12 - and puppies and tree lemurs with eyes
2006-08-08 - It's best if you're true blue
2006-08-04 - for real? yeah. for real.
2006-07-29 - I saw A Scanner Darkly
2006-07-27 - adendum
2006-07-27 - He's smiling
2006-07-22 - Hmmm. Oh.
2006-07-21 - take it. take another little piece of my heart now Babe
2006-07-19 - Fuck the creator
2006-07-18 - Biker chic
2006-07-17 - My home isn't right without him
2006-07-13 - California Dreamin
2006-07-12 - things happen in 3s
2006-07-11 - meta-journaling
2006-07-11 - My heart is broke
2006-07-10 - Page 76, Nick Hornby, "A Long Way Down"
2006-07-10 - Burning man
2006-07-09 - I'll take all the blame
2006-07-08 - i drew a line for you
2006-07-07 - Craig in San Diego
2006-07-07 - Hello 31
2006-07-06 - sat-is-fact-ion, and I try
2006-07-06 - Requium for a birthday
2006-07-05 - only 1 day more
2006-07-04 - How's it going to be?
2006-07-04 - loneliness quiz I stole :)
2006-07-04 - Friendly fire
2006-06-28 - Home Depot, I love you
2006-06-28 - Everyday is like Tuesday
2006-06-27 - Stars and crushes
2006-06-26 - This one goes out to the one I love....
2006-06-25 - leave the light on
2006-06-24 - ohmygod.....shoes!
2006-06-23 - I'm not normal....duh!
2006-06-23 - here's to HIPPA *clink*
2006-06-22 - YUM!
2006-06-21 - coppery sadness pool of death
2006-06-19 - Thank you, Hope.
2006-06-18 - deadly sins
2006-06-17 - knights lacking in my nights
2006-06-16 - help for my kitty
2006-06-16 - Lady in Black is dancing with me
2006-06-15 - Leave me alone I was only singing'
2006-06-12 - Take this job and...
2006-06-11 - Everyday IS like Sunday
2006-06-08 - keeping on keeping on
2006-06-03 - I'll be registered for my bridal shower at.....
2006-06-02 - so much love per pound
2006-05-29 - Good times.
2006-05-23 - touch the sky
2006-05-20 - thank you clarity
2006-05-20 - screwing over adjunct faculty
2006-05-19 - THIS....is how I spend my free time?
2006-05-18 - Go....me!
2006-05-16 - pick your poison
2006-05-15 - Numb
2006-05-15 - Shiny and new
2006-05-13 - needy
2006-05-13 - Who is watching the watchmen?
2006-05-13 - And it can always get worse
2006-05-09 - scared
2006-05-08 - Erikson's 6th developmental stage
2006-05-07 - Thump, thud, thump
2006-05-05 - just remembered...
2006-05-04 - Lose 20 lbs in 2 days!
2006-05-03 - trembling sick without explanation
2006-04-28 - to move or not to move
2006-04-27 - helping in Africa
2006-04-26 - achy, stuff-head so you don't explode medicine
2006-04-26 - achy, stuff-head so you don't explode medicine
2006-04-25 - I need a hug and a rest
2006-04-25 - advert's shortcomings
2006-04-24 - No way
2006-04-24 - we both belong to the words we've both fallen under
2006-04-24 - Heart pollution
2006-04-18 - breakin' the law
2006-04-14 - wired shmired tired
2006-04-10 - emotional intelligence
2006-04-10 - If you're not keeping up with your goals clap your hands *clap* *clap*
2006-04-09 - toothpaste
2006-04-07 - TV tears
2006-04-07 - looks, love, and beauty
2006-04-06 - joe schmoe
2006-04-03 - hey hey we're havin' a par-tay
2006-03-31 - -
2006-03-29 - tired and it's all my fault
2006-03-29 - All we are saying...is give peace a chance
2006-03-28 - just a little pinprick in this sometimes heartless-feeling world
2006-03-27 - Remember how she said that we'd meet again, some sunny day?
2006-03-26 - goals
2006-03-26 - they call me the wild rose
2006-03-26 - Mystery solved--I'm normal
2006-03-22 - Sag
2006-03-20 - fear of failure
2006-03-19 - I'm blonde, brown, bronze, and red
2006-03-18 - Making day better
2006-03-18 - new and improved
2006-03-17 - P for patrickdayetta
2006-03-17 - pay it forward
2006-03-15 - life
2006-03-15 - deviance from list of 5 format
2006-03-13 - propagate confusion
2006-03-11 - disbelief
2006-03-11 - 5 things I love about George W. Bush
2006-03-06 - I should be sleeping
2006-02-24 - Things I'm hopeful for
2006-02-24 - Favorite bands in less than 2 minutes of thinking
2006-02-24 - A new format for a while--lists
2006-02-21 - loopy
2006-02-19 - manic Sunday
2006-02-16 - shopping without cash
2006-02-16 - isolation, jealously, my life improving
2006-02-15 - harmony
2006-02-13 - I adopted a .....
2006-02-13 - material goods and study material
2006-02-12 - 2 down, 28 more to go
2006-02-11 - Let's all give a round of applause to Dr. Arraff
2006-02-10 - hmmmm. I am doing worse than average in life!
2006-02-10 - Hey, I'm an idealist
2006-02-09 - a bit of help
2006-02-08 - I feel better just for spite
2006-02-07 - heavy lids
2006-02-04 - Learning to fly
2006-02-04 - stomach acid
2006-02-04 - he takes off her dress now. i just can't look--it's killing me.
2006-02-04 - camouflaged
2006-02-02 - Living
2006-02-02 - feel like I might disappear
2006-02-02 - to see it in print really hits home
2006-02-02 - the wonderful thing about teeth....
2006-02-02 - vast wasteland
2006-01-29 - cha-cha-cha changes
2006-01-29 - progress
2006-01-29 - Listening to Radiohead
2006-01-29 - eyes tired of computer screen
2006-01-28 - my medications for tonight...BORING
2006-01-28 - you're tagged dear one
2006-01-28 - Is blinking necessary? Wide, red, and completely dry eyeballs here
2006-01-27 - A Million Little Pieces of who fucking cares
2006-01-27 - Good sport
2006-01-24 - school and work
2006-01-24 - tu tu tu
2006-01-20 - W killed the radio star
2006-01-20 - Bon Jovi is on the radio giving me ideas--should I become a cowboy?
2006-01-19 - trying so hard to get by
2006-01-18 - Instead of previous marathon entry, read this summary. You'll thank me later.
2006-01-18 - stopping to tinkle and for the sake of sanity
2006-01-17 - drinking, crying, music--what a great pity party (wish you were here)
2006-01-15 - 5 things
2006-01-15 - all over pain
2006-01-15 - -
2006-01-14 - How on Earth did I get so jaded?
2006-01-14 - soul asylum still lives
2006-01-14 - remember soul asylum?
2006-01-14 - near death
2006-01-13 - Edward Norton
2006-01-13 - change-o-schedule
2006-01-13 - change-o-schedule
2006-01-11 - stuck
2006-01-11 - luck
2006-01-10 - INNOVA the wave for pets
2006-01-09 - University of CSI Miami
2006-01-09 - Cyndi
2006-01-07 - -
2006-01-07 - IAMS is full of crap--thanks to p&g
2006-01-06 - batshit crazy
2006-01-05 - 3 p.m.
2006-01-04 - see saw
2006-01-02 - cost of war
2006-01-02 - hyperdictionary.com
2006-01-01 - 31 resolutions
2006-01-01 - actions and consequences
2005-12-29 - Ch-ch-cha-changes
2005-12-28 - Headlessness. The straps keep breaking...
2005-12-26 - Sunday holiday over, life to follow
2005-12-23 - Jesus has the brightest brights and the whitest whites
2005-12-23 - Cycling bipolar, 30, lost. If found please call us at......
2005-12-23 - Me for Christmas dinner
2005-12-21 - Lithium
2005-12-20 - The squatty blue planter pot
2005-12-18 - see this link. war isn't cheap
2005-12-18 - Ummmm, hmm, information is good I guess....
2005-12-17 - Thank you Matt
2005-12-17 - three french hens, two turtle doves
2005-12-13 - The language I should learn
2005-12-13 - My Enemy.....
2005-12-13 - My Enemy.....
2005-12-12 - What's YOUR sign?
2005-12-11 - Lions, Christ, Simon
2005-12-10 - Suicides and Simon
2005-12-07 - Cha-cha-cha-chia
2005-12-07 - knowing me, knowing you--uh huh
2005-12-07 - latenight with Sarah (Mirrorball) and Dallas
2005-12-06 - what picture defines you?
2005-12-02 - List
2005-12-02 - need a paper fast??
2005-12-02 - An entire Dictionary of Ideas!
2005-12-02 - pandemics, viruses, and jury duty
2005-12-01 - Your skin wrapped around a book? Who knew?
2005-11-28 - human chow down
2005-11-27 - Shirley Temple
2005-11-27 - it's a fine chin, it is
2005-11-26 - learning how to do banners
2005-11-26 - 4 a.m.
2005-11-26 - Another quiz at 3:33
2005-11-26 - She said, "Amazing Fucktards"
2005-11-26 - WWJW?
2005-11-24 - Jack in the Box
2005-11-20 - grand illusion
2005-11-20 - re-reading my old history book on my life
2005-11-20 - Not everyone can carry the weight of the world (rem)
2005-11-20 - a thought
2005-11-17 - who am I, really.....
2005-11-17 - What kind of humanist are you?
2005-11-17 - birthday meaning
2005-11-16 - survey
2005-11-16 - social distortion
2005-11-14 - need
2005-11-14 - Lithium
2005-11-13 - to remain sane, we are told to shake it off--to let go of the pain.
2005-11-13 - T and A test, also ripped off
2005-11-13 - getting to know you.....getting to know all about you
2005-11-13 - here's to life *clink*
2005-11-11 - maybe I should have gone into oceanography
2005-11-08 - spare blankets
2005-11-07 - All we need is love......and some motivation
2005-11-06 - colors here, of which, there are nine
2005-11-06 - star
2005-11-06 - everything is going to be alright
2005-11-05 - In the end it doesn't even matter
2005-11-04 - It's okay, my friends don't need to know.
2005-11-01 - James
2005-11-01 - happy cat
2005-10-30 - What kind of magic spell to use?
2005-10-29 - Ode to fill a void
2005-10-27 - love and living
2005-10-25 - our 11th president
2005-10-24 - saving time and moo-la-la
2005-10-24 - Looking forward to listening to Stairway to Heaven, strangely enough
2005-10-23 - I don't think Jesus would approve
2005-10-23 - winded
2005-10-20 - Thank you Bill and Ted
2005-10-20 - Dig if you will a picture, a picture of me happy
2005-10-15 - It came in the form of a milkshake
2005-10-15 - still waters
2005-10-13 - no one is out there
2005-10-13 - my addiction to tv
2005-10-12 - daysleeper
2005-10-11 - evils of TV, overflossing, and procrastination
2005-10-10 - willing it away
2005-10-09 - a change in myself
2005-10-08 - Ben Gay, psychologist?
2005-10-07 - fisherfolk's challenge
2005-10-07 - :)
2005-10-05 - it does a body good
2005-10-04 - TV and tuckered
2005-10-04 - time can't change me
2005-10-04 - you can change time
2005-10-04 - prophesy and shame
2005-10-04 - I am space and light
2005-10-03 - 11 p.m. bullshit
2005-10-03 - I'm dark but hopeful
2005-10-02 - dead at 26
2005-09-30 - willie and waylon. always a good choice.
2005-09-29 - Goo gone
2005-09-27 - if i hadn't seen such riches, i could live with being poor
2005-09-27 - this is now, this is me, this is what i wanted you to see
2005-09-26 - God knows I'm good
2005-09-24 - Crest
2005-09-22 - she's gotta gun she calls the lucky one
2005-09-22 - ephiphany
2005-09-22 - and I said....it's 3 a.m. i wasn't lonely
2005-09-21 - yellow crunch, we are people of the free
2005-09-21 - happy feli.
2005-09-21 - getting the feeling of music in my heart again
2005-09-17 - fingernail biter, bitter writer
2005-09-17 - Sorry.
2005-09-17 - Look at me, look at me. I need attention....
2005-09-16 - good pizza
2005-09-15 - flame please
2005-09-14 - slate
2005-09-08 - Still trying
2005-09-06 - ayude Katrina families
2005-09-06 - amii 3 on 9/7
2005-09-04 - faking it
2005-09-04 - Does god hate lambs?
2005-09-01 - ode to a self -loather
2005-08-31 - awake pancake mistake instate Ashley and Mary Kate
2005-08-30 - the meds hold me back
2005-08-28 - WWBS?
2005-08-27 - demon is my view
2005-08-23 - ode to Big Brother
2005-08-23 - SVU is a rerun tonight
2005-08-21 - falling
2005-08-20 - no i don't have a gun
2005-08-18 - pink is my colour
2005-08-16 - don't read it. it'll bum ya out
2005-08-15 - I wonder if she hates the Jews too?
2005-08-12 - impale my heart
2005-08-11 - suitcase with legs
2005-08-09 - I can feel the distance, getting close
2005-08-09 - vacation, all I ever wanted
2005-07-06 - 30
2005-06-23 - I wanna be pushed to shop, so let me be
2005-06-21 - a tiny bit of procrastination
2005-06-19 - new shiny CD
2005-06-10 - evanescence-bring me to life
2005-05-27 - invasion of the want for life
2005-05-21 - I always feel like somebody's watching me
2005-05-10 - Wayne's word, party time
2005-05-09 - millions of peaches, peaches for me
2005-05-01 - stomach talking; rip off of fight club, but far less clever
2005-04-26 - postal
2005-04-26 - 19 minutes+
2005-04-25 - not a lot of tears to shed
2005-04-20 - defense! defense!
2005-04-19 - lollipops & vultures
2005-04-17 - mowing and blowing
2005-04-16 - sunflower shopping
2005-04-10 - Ode to the life of a cat
2005-04-10 - special, hold fel together drugs
2005-04-09 - poor me, everyone sucks, including me
2005-04-06 - living is difficult
2005-04-04 - jenny craig
2005-02-05 - short leash on my heart
2005-01-16 - whole lotta nothing
2005-01-15 - shrug
2005-01-11 - ixnay elfay
2005-01-11 - feel it on my fingertips, and it won't go away
2005-01-09 - your lips move, but I can't hear what you say
2005-01-03 - flicka is a fucking mess
2004-12-15 - Conan makes weird noises
2004-12-09 - witchy woman
2004-12-08 - loan shark
2004-12-08 - Judge Joe Brown, genious?
2004-12-01 - a short pouting, procrastinating moment
2004-11-30 - new and old
2004-10-03 - flip floppery
2004-09-16 - the day is done....
2003-10-10 - Happy birthday dad
2003-08-02 - jellyfish
2003-04-02 - Stalling
2003-03-14 - Paranoid hyperchondriac
2003-03-11 - a boring description of my goal-oriented morning
2003-03-10 - Profound Sim
2003-03-06 - Still missing Mr. Rodgers
2040-03-10 - Ralph Waldo Emerson
2003-03-04 - Mardi Gras
2003-02-28 - rainbows and rodgers
2003-02-22 - Coupons rock
2003-02-09 - looking for jobs in all the wrong places
2002-12-30 - MEOW
2002-12-19 - I bought a sunset
2002-12-05 - nothing of consequence
2002-11-25 - goals
2002-11-20 - English vs Zoey
2002-11-19 - in my cubical
2002-11-06 - new job, new commute
2002-05-08 - Play that funky music
2002-04-28 - Don't go back to Rockville
2002-02-21 - Where in the hell have I've been?
2002-02-21 - that pink haired lady on the religious station is a freak!
2001-06-18 - Hurray for 7:40
2001-06-14 - unrepayable
2001-05-24 - beautiful verisimilitude
2001-02-20 - I am in the place that I should be
2001-02-28 - fuck you
2001-02-28 - the truth is overrated I suppose
2001-02-16 - I'll pay more for gas
2001-02-08 - back murmuring a few words
2000-10-21 - reverand
2000-10-17 - 8 pound balls
2000-10-13 - Thursdays rule!
2000-10-10 - damnit, why ain't i sleeping?
2000-10-09 - so many holidays
2000-10-08 - Brave New Flicka
2000-10-02 - POOL OF DEATH
2000-10-02 - CELERY PLEASE!
2000-09-30 - magic
2000-09-30 - V8 for breakfast
2000-09-29 - Barthes quote
2000-09-28 - Olympics gets silly
2000-09-28 - no more dragons!
2000-09-24 - There's more than corn in Indiana
2000-09-20 - waste your time with me
2000-09-18 - I'm tired
2000-09-15 - Stevie Nicks.....goddess?
2000-09-12 - I'm a little glowing friend :)
2000-09-11 - Icy Princess Immortal
2000-09-11 - My New Found Misery
2000-09-10 - watermellon in my soul
2000-09-10 - Average Joe
2000-09-06 - Tinkerbell chopped in half
2000-09-02 - get me the fuck out of dodge
2000-09-01 - short thought
2000-08-31 - copy machine blues!
2000-08-31 - This has nothing to do with Arkansas
2000-08-30 - cat puke
2000-08-28 - fuck me
2000-08-27 - at 2:22 I'm making a wish
2000-08-27 - run away
2000-08-21 - poor princess
2000-08-18 - i love FIGHT CLUB
2000-08-17 - doesn't take much to rip us into pieces
2000-08-15 - Rocky
2000-08-11 - with monopoly money we'll be buying a funny farm
2000-08-10 - hey kids look at this; it's the fall of the world's own optimist
2000-07-11 - snoop
2000-07-09 - forgiving flickster
2000-07-06 - 25
2000-07-04 - ghosts
2000-07-02 - local girl
2000-07-02 - Felicia the Brave
2000-07-01 - lies
2000-07-01 - Fight Club rip off
2000-06-30 - no neck fractures this morning :)
2000-06-30 - Soul Flowers
2000-06-30 - Top 10 reasons to eat lasagna
2000-06-29 - Oops
2000-06-29 - 2000-06-29
2000-06-26 - whatever
2000-06-24 - asking too much
2000-06-23 - ani sort of day
2000-06-22 - :(
2000-06-21 - monsoon
2000-06-20 - chics are dumb
2000-06-20 - interpretation
2000-06-20 - drama magnet
2000-06-19 - 2 kool