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unrepayable
2001-06-14 @ 9:51 a.m.

Last night was a horror. I haven't the strength to detail what I drug the man that I love through. I will never be able to repay his kindness. Never. I felt small before, and now I feel like nothing. He said, "This isn't irreparable." I don't know about that. I can never give back what I took from him. I did learn that I should listen to him and learn from his experience. I must earn trust from myself. From the lowest part of my life the only person I could think to trust was Simon--I didn't think of myself for a second. I saw a person give the greatest thing to me in the world--hope. Unrepayable.

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