I'm messed up, slept all day, will go back to sleep. No one sees. Except my cat. Daysleeper again, if at all. Can't do this. My days are gone. My nights are cold. Fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
I think my art instructor yesterday saw through me. She spoke to me for an extra hour after class.
New ways.
Old days.
Sea waves.
She waves.
Goodbye.
Remembering all too clearly.
Never to forget
buy delayed.
Until then, forge ahead
or stay in bed
until you are dead.
Hide and seek tonight
and I will win.
Push you away
Another day
Old days
Sea waves.
