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scared
2006-05-09 @ 9:49 a.m.

Sometimes, I think this writing isn't all the useful, helpful, and it sometimes hurts people. I don't know if it is worth the risk hurting friends' feelings if they find your journal. Reading this journal is a skewed way to know me, and it's difficult for me even.

Right now, all I feel is stress, fear, and shame. It is almost too difficult to handle.

I am lonely and all hallowed out. I pushed all my friends away and wonder how many I have or will end up with because when I'm depressed I do not keep contact well.

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