A new format for a while....I'm going to list 5 things that I like/dislike/want to comment about.5 serious things that I would do if I could go back in time:
1. Tell my mother thanks for all her delicious and nutricous meals; I miss her cooking.
2. Look around and take in more. I wish I had more childhood memories.
3. Not get addicted to pain killers and Xanax, and then try to kill myself. The regret seaps from me, and I feel guilty. Sometimes it's the first thing I tell people, so they know how bad I was. This is not a good tactic.
4. Hug my grandma one more time.
5. Relive my college life a little more freely.
