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2005-10-04 @ 11:55 p.m.

Tonight, I'm sitting here tired, and I was going to write in my personal journal at home but it's too late for me to try to use tools.

But, I wanted to comment on the shows I saw (in and out of--sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up):
-Opera: fucking heart wrenching. Goddamnit, we do need laws to protect children from vultures who are all around us (I have one 5 doors down, thanks to Meghan's Law--pamphlets are put out for his neighbors to be alerted that he is in the neighborhood)
-Ellen: thank goodness she had a talking potato chip on. I don't think anything else could have cheered me up.
-The new show where Geena Davis is president. That just made me hold my head a little higher, and gave me hope.
-SVU: Agh. Child porn episode, but athe ttacker caught and child buried alive but found in time before death. Was she "saved"? What a fucking life that would be to be a sex slave to men at age 10, and then be photographed and put on the internet. Fuckers like this need help, and darned if the solution isn't killing them all or putting them in prison forever and not letting them out to do it over and fucking over. Fuck, another social commentary day. Write a senator, make a call to your Representative, or go to a website and see what you and I can do to make a difference.

TV wasn't so unproductive today. Called Senator's office and left a message. Maybe write to lawmakers and fill their mailboxes of requests for our nation's children.

I am okay, better, clearer in thought today so I need to get my ass in bed. I can't help to have my brother over with his gun. It just makes me feel safer. I just need the illustion.

I feel like I am not worthy of love.
notdeservingoflovenotdeservingoflove
I have to start helping people or I am going to go crazy. I just can't watch and do nothing. I can't.
I can't breathe. I am so unworthy. brand it on me.


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