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don't read it. it'll bum ya out
2005-08-16 @ 10:50 p.m.

I dislike myself, others, doing things, talking to people, and my body that needs to be healed. I like helping others when I'm not this exhausted and hateful. I wish I could ask for help, but I want to appear okay. My friends do not understand me--fuck, I don't even have a clue. No, more Lithium wasn't a good idea. I can't think now and I'm confused. I have art class tomorrow, and I still do not know if I'm going--I love a few people in there, but I don't wish to disrupt the flow of things in a negative way. My body and mind want to die. There is something inside of me that wants to live.

Hollow and alone
and the fault is my own--L. P.


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