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19 minutes+
2005-04-26 @ 3:18 p.m.

Simon is a fucking jerk. Why do I continuously let him tear me down? I feel stripped of any pride or sense of accomplishment. I feel hollow after speaking to him 19 minutes ago. He gutted me in less than an hour. He keeps calling and hurting me. I don't understand. The last 3 days he's been calling me wonderful and great, and now he's calling over and over and over spewing out hurting words. For some reason, he'll apologize and think everything is okay and I play along, but secretly I hate myself for ever loving him.

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